it's hard to get on your feet when the rug keeps getting pulled out from under you. Feel like throwing in the towel sometimes. I know this is a "victim" attitude and i must break out of it. I seem to have put the interests of others ahead of my self for most of my life. Sort of the little boy seeking mom's approval. Definitely goes back to early years, but we are Adults and need to move forward. I get it. Now need to DO it.
