hey bluerain i feel good tonight we spoke and i express my self he did to and we left it at when he said im tierd of everything im done.... and i said u mean u dont want me in ur life no more

he did not answer so i said ooo u mean yes im not in ur life no more oooo ok bye and left it as that i did not cry or nothng have not texted him


but yes he said he was tierd of the bs texting and bs with everyone over there so i said ok


and i feel so much better


Me: 35 yrs
H: 35 yrs
D: 18 yrs
Married: 21 yrs
H is over seas : July. 2009, "not happy now..confused" "don't know what I want" "I love you, but not in love with you"
Currently: confused and lonely