Not Me...Ever part 2

[Serenity13]

Journaling~

Tonight was my night to feed the homeless at Church...

It is raining and icky out however we had quite a few show up....

Once all was dished out and cleaned up, I went into the Sanctuary to pray...

I walked in and it was completely dark, not a sound could be heard...

I left the light off and closed off the door between where I was and the actual Church...

I knelt at the Alter and just went with what has been on my heart, mainly the things Coach has been helping me out with these past few days...

I prayed my Thanks and also my confusion, I asked some questions so I need to wait on the answers, I finished and was utterly calm from deep down in my soul...

I was so calm I could actually feel it moving within me, from the bottom of my feet to the very top of my head...

In that moment I had no fear, no worry, no doubt...Just peace.

I almost skipped out of there I was so joyful, there was no defining moment for my joy other then the calm...

I wish I could bottle that peace up and drink it in when a bad day happens...

I wish everyone could go to their Church and kneel at the Alter and pray in darkness and silence, just you & God.

The silence is just what I needed to "hear" what was being said to me.

(((Hugs))) to you all.