feel like giving up - talk to me!

[luvless]

I'm not ready to rush into the get out stage but I wish I had the guts.

I want my marriage to work - it's a good one because we are so dang compatible. I believe if H can get himself out of his MLC things will be ok. Deep down I don't think I can live through another affair (he had one short fling b4 we married) and it devastated me. We have been working on trust (well I have tried to trust) for a long time and just when I thought I could fully trust him...this is what happens. I can't tell you how that makes me feel.

I will try to avoid him tonight - I gotta little captain in me (you know that commercial?) LOL and I don't even feel like drinking but I thought I'd have a small glass to calm down before the evil alien comes home.

Luv is confused