Deep,
ya I guess my expectations are getting to me. I have to learn to not have any of anyone else. My expectations can turn into a controlling mode if I am not careful.

I think I am past the denial, I am at acceptance, and am starting to deal with all of these emotions.
Again, my expectations get in the way of that sometimes-gotta work on that.

I guess I need to prepare for more difficult times to come, and stop trying to read her mind. I pray that she finds inner peace.


"embrace the suck" - Coach
"don't go all "Melty Man" on us" - Puppy
Let Go and Let God
Finally "Got It" - 15 Jan 2010

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