Deployed Soldier/Father needs your help

[SoldierDad]

I thought that she would be remorseful and try to make some sort of contact. My expectations again.

Now that she knows that I know, I thought she would, well, I dunno what I thought.

I guess I just feel bad for her, that I think she is feeling the guilt, and shame of what she has done. But then again, she might not be feeling anything of the sort.

I think I need to stop tthinking about what she is doing/feeling/thinking.