My heart aches for you. It's ok we have these days. I had a bad day too. I feel the same way. Why does my H want to stop loving me or distance himself from our M?
You aren't horrible and your marriage probably wasn't any worse than anyone's here. We all have issues. The problem is the weaker spouse (in my opinion) self destructs when it gets to be much for them.
I will be praying for you - try to get some rest tonight - I know how hard it is.
Luv
M44 H41 M20 T23 3 older teens Bomb Nov 09 "i'm not happy" EA Nov 09 w/coworker Another PA in Mar 10 I Filed Apr 10 D final Dec 10