Pls help--confused and fearful

[Day by Day]

Thanks for the reinforcement of preparing for WAH's wrath.

I'll be honest, I think I'm wanting to hear him talk me out of it. Hate thinking he's capable of such cruelty. No, I won't warn him.

Ugh. Gotta accept I have to go on with this and get the financial support. In my state, there isn't legal separation. So I can file for just the temp support. Hate having to start down this path. I've got to accept it. It must be done. No wondering to what H will be thinking either. I'm a little afraid I admit.