Is this the end of my marriage?

[P17]

Hey P missed your reply.
Actually it was not blame. I was thinking that each step I take forward I would feel it bounce off my chest... Seemed like a positive idea at the time. Perhaps I am off my rocker

Not off your rocker. Sounds like a plan to me.

If the ring and chain symbolise your vows and commitment then that is a strength that you should keep with you. However you do it.