Separated, new baby, but still hopeful

[newmama]

I did try to make a few flirtatious comments today but it feels so forced! He didn't say anything--no reciprocation. Maybe he was surprised?

I have been keeping my guard up for so long and have been so cautious about being overtly chasing other than stocking his favorite foods or expressing caring behavior about his health.

I need to shed another 15 pounds I think before he starts to see me as sexy again. Just my guess. That was the high end of my weight in the past and our sex life was flourishing. It's funny that it wasn't during the thinnest point of my weight!(when the A started) So if I kick butt, it will be 6-7 more weeks.