feel like giving up - talk to me!

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ST - great encouragement/advice. I'm trying really hard to suck it up. I'm having one of those really bad days. It's gonna take everything I have to come out of this one. I just think it's gonna get real bad.

Yes..I do believe he may be having a PA. I'm just trusting my instinct here. He's way too distant to not be. It's just who he is and he's done it to me before so...I know.

I understand no more ily - i get that - i get validation - i wanna get a frying pan and hit him and tell him to leave instead!

I'm just glad I have you guys to vent. I don't know what I would do without you and my best friend J.