BUNS, ABS, AND HEART OF STEEL #3

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Trusting,
Except insofar as it concerns your kids, it does not really matter.

Well, I take that back. It does matter in the sense that you see a certain fulfillment of the situation, perhaps a closure.

But in some ways, I think it would pain me even more because X still chose that situation over me. With that said, I have no idea what he is up to and am trying to wean myself away from caring.

Cagz, I agree w/Snodderly--you are not being stupid. I hope you are able to do something nice for yourself. I am going to do some adult things over the holidays--clubs and such, which I cannot do w/little D.

I believe I will be more rested and hopefully have energy to pursue a new job.

It is a hard time for many people, let alone to have the added complications of divorce, sigh.