Looking back I hate myself for causing my W so much hurt. She is in the FOG and I feel like the weatherman.
I will not drop my W. Not for any reason. I have and always will LOVE her. I don't want to know nothing else.
You know this may seem funny, but if you removed the EA and the PA, the addiction to prescription meds... my W has been the most awesome partner I could have ever hoped for.
I can still see her in 7th grade peering over a music stand to see me blowing on my tuba. She has changed in many ways, but that beautiful little girl is still with her today. I see it.
Thanks for being an ear guys...
You are in your own fog, Pat.
It's sweet that you are so sentimental about your childhood memories of your W, but come on, guy! What would you write to a woman who came on this forum and wrote "Except for the two beatings he gave me and the alcoholism, he has been an awesome husband!" ????
You are like stealing candy from a baby for her.
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Me45 H46 T25 M22 S21 & 19 D13 Separated and filed 8/08 Moved home 11/08