Is this the end of my marriage?

[chatterbug]

actually its a good day my friend. This was something I was holding off on for along time. I feel that I know now what personality traits that I really need to change for the second half of my life.

1. Going with the Flow.
2. Complacency with goals.
3. Learning to say NO.
4. Boundaries.
5. Stop being the GIVER all the time.

I feel that I am now strong enough to face these challenges.

So I now need to set in play the support group to help with these changes.

This has taken me 5 months to work out. 5 lines from 5 months of soul searching.

I am actually very proud. I kept breaking my list down. Over and over and over. And worked on it each day.

I also took my ring out of its box last night and placed it in my wallet. I am going to carry it with me again all the time as a reminder that I have 5 long term goals to work on every day.

The ring will now symbolize my promise to myself.

I think I may buy a chain and wear it around my neck with the ring on it.

So I have a constant reminder of what Complacency can cause. Perhaps a white gold chain which would be kudos to Thomas Covenant, the Unbeliever

Its neither a happy day or a sad day. Its one of those 2 steps forward day.