Deployed Soldier/Father needs your help

[SoldierDad]

Trent,
I have so much emotion right now, I'm really not ready to think that far ahead. My W has made no attempt at anything. I don't think my W will lose face over this, as she has said/done some horrendous things aimed at me.

Complete transparency is obvious, counseling-both IC/MC, Doctors checkup to verify no STD's, etc.

I just can't think that far ahead right now. I do still love her-I know it sounds dumb after everything, but it is still there.

Wether W will submit to my boundaries, and other things to regain my trust, is yet to be seen.