Since he has lied to me and about me, I got to the point where I don't know if he even knows how to tell the truth anymore...
That skeeve he is/was sleeping with won't tell me jack - The one and only time I tried to contact her, she took it straight to my H without a word back to me.
I can ask for the answers from Above and right there is where my instinct kicks in...
Because of Him, my gut hasn't been wrong yet and I just know if I start getting that cold wave of ick wash over me (which I did during this phone call), something isn't right, hence the reason I came here and posted before I did anything stupid.
Can someone go by his apt to see what's going on - male friend, BIL, pastor...????
M22,H45,W45 S21/18D12 Retain faith that you will prevail in the end, regardless of the difficulties and at the same time confront the most brutal facts of your current reality, whatever they might be.
