A co-worker told me yesterday "I'm still trying to control her."

That's not entirely true. I can't control her, but I have been trying to maintain as much control on the situation as I can.

I have to just let it be and see what happens.

Every day I try to rally around a thought to get me through the day.

Today's is 10 years. If we D, we'll be tied together for at least 10 years because of D7. In those 10 years it's up to me to prove to her she made or is making a mistake by becoming the man I've always wanted to become, pysically, emotionally, spiritually and financially.

So that's my plan of the day.


Me: 47, Ds 17-13, D final 6-11
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