Ok. Here is what is going on with me. I am in a state of shock and anger today. This morning, I prayed for patience, and strength It takes all my energy to keep a possitive attitude in her presence. Last night, I was in my home office reading my email. She came in and asked if I was reading more of her emails. I simpy said, no. Yes, I added a bit of mystery to my conduct. She lingered, so I ignored her. How dare she question me? It amazes me that she could be carrying on like this with OM and just last week ask me to finance her business! She was angry for days when I said no. She was also willing to let me believe I was losing my mind with jelousy. She was fine with this. How could she show me all these months of anger and hostility while she is the one doing real harm to her family? Where is my wife?
