(((Awoken))) I'm thinking about you today and praying for you.
I just wish you could find a way to be hopeful and let go of the outcome. That seems to be a big key to getting through this. It may feel awful right now, but better days are ahead...one way or another.
Oh yeah - this post was referenced in another thread and I thought it might be helpful to you regarding your wedding ring. Action Speaks Much Louder Than Words