Maybe I'm miscommunicating something... I haven't changed THAT MUCH IRL w/in the last few weeks. My journaling and venting here, prior to that, was just that... complaining to the folks that "get it."
I'm not sure he sees anything other than me calling him on his snarkiness once in awhile. Maybe I need to go back and re-read.
Since I've started DB'ing (REMINDER, A YEAR AGO! ARGH!), I've pretty much followed "the rules" to a T! I'm ALMOST always:
-- Dressed showing effort -- "Presenting" well (hair, nails, make-up) -- Smelling nice -- Incredibly pleasant, and positive -- Welcoming and a nice place to call "home" -- Considering H when cooking, shopping, etc... -- Maintaining distance (when he's gone, I rarely call/txt him more than 1x/day, and, if I do, it's logistical/kid related) -- Doing my "own" thing w/my career (but not letting it interfere w/maintaining a nice home environment) -- GAL - I have lots of girlfriends.
None of that has changed... the only thing that's changed is, really, is my reaction to him being a bit snarky (and usually only if he's tired).
Maybe I do need to re-read.
Me-46, D-21, S15, S13
After many years w/my head in the sand... I FILED Divorced 6/2011
The average woman would rather have beauty than brains, because the average man can see better than he can think.
