You are moving forward Kevin. Its hard to see, but you are. The holidays suck for all of us. A time when familys should be together. Don't punish yourself for having feelings.

Nobody knows what your W is feeling or thinking. Nor my crazy exh. Enjoy the invitations you have and make the most of Xmas for you and your girls.

Me: 46 FWS: 36
Married and Divorced 4/07, Pregnant 7/07,False R 7/07
Baby Girl born 3/08
Kicked him out because OW: 7/08
5/10 He realized what he had and lost.
Moved home! REMARRIED 3/14/11!!