I think I just grow so tired of this continued trek by W right out of our lives and into someone elses. Even though she is nicer now, moving on is still at the front of her mind.
Kevin,
This is the reason I told you the other day "you are letting Satan have a field day with your thoughts". You have to stop believing you know what is "at the front of her mind". Relish the blessings that come your way:
1) Christmas with your MIL and W and girls 2) The party at your SILs
....and ignore that you aren't getting EVERYTHING you want. What if God is checking to see if you're grateful when He answers your prayers? You don't seem to be! Should He grant more? Man up, Dude!
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I am probably being petty and having a bit of trouble because of the holidays. It is just such crap in my opinion.
Glad you recognize that you're being petty.....now do something about it instead of bitchin'.
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I just seem to recall vows being made and W saying D will never be part of our family. Empty words I guess.
Oh, and you've never done anything to violate your vows to "love, honor, and cherish"....just read your posts from the last few hours.
Kev....you are in a great place with your W....are you going to move FORWARD?....or BACKWARD?
Praising God Daily, Remaining "FaithfulH" Me: 62 W: 62 D:33 S:30 & 31 Married: 40 Years BD: Sep 2006 Piecing: May 2007 2nd BD: May 2014 Working On It: Today