do u think he might... to start u have to start again as friends ... with out the i miss u and i love u parts may be when he told me those this was cuz he want to start freash from the start or thats not the apoch i should be looking for...

if he starts to do that fussing about what i did what should i say or do at that point..

should i cut him off or should i tell him that i did it for u him to understand or just let him talk and say are u done ... can i speak and speak my mine or ...

just play it off like well i did what i had to for me not for u ... for my security and our doughters ...

dont know what to say ...

i dont drink much but thats sounds like a plan what time is it where u at...


Me: 35 yrs
H: 35 yrs
D: 18 yrs
Married: 21 yrs
H is over seas : July. 2009, "not happy now..confused" "don't know what I want" "I love you, but not in love with you"
Currently: confused and lonely