oh yeah like battle of the wills. thing is he does not ask to see d2 but once, so i would say if it were a game of win/lose, he is certainly loosing.
he may just figure ah well when she's ready she'll talk to me, his texts and phone msgs are a test to see how strong i am if i'm serious.
hard because it's like i would love to be able to just talk to him, tell him in 56 days child will be arriving give or take a few days, have him set up his room, all that stuff a father would jump at doing. but he couldn't even pick up our daughter here so she could sleep longer.
i do scan my work parking lot, like he's lurking around, going to follow me or have one of his homies follow me.
when we were seperated before he send his sil to give me money another dude to bring diapers then he just popped up with i miss my family.
i think my niece is suprised as well that i have not contacted him, last sunday she was asking, you still bringing d2 for me to watch and take to my work. i was nothing has changed and i don't think it will for a long time.
he used to know how strong i was, but with all the deaths in my family made me very dependent upon him since my support system was obliterated in a matter of 3 years.
he may even go the holidays with not asking to see daughter or bring her gifts, another thing in the back of my mind, how to handle that.
d2 has not seen him since nov 24 or so.
Me 39 H 30 d 18 previous marriage d 2.5 with H s 4.5months with H Seperation Nov09 july i'm dim to dark - set internal deadline
