I can take it no more soldiers wife need help

[armywifevampi]

u are getting throw me trust me im calm and more awake but its my first time and im taking it very hard very and i know i should not but i am and its all in my mine and hart....

i dont miss him no more i do miss his presess cuz i do alot in a 1acer lot and i dont have much help im alone here with my baby girl and my mom that i care for shes old and is very stress full to...

the little time i do have i come on here and listen to u and i feel better trust me ive gotten better at braking away from him im not going to lie yeah it hurts like h--l but im doing it ..

and the help im getting here u guys have been the only one that have helped me thro this... u might not think so but ill tell u something out of everyone not even close friends in my life that are a phone call away have even tried ...

and trust me i thank all of u for all the suppourt im getting but yes i might be slower then others cuz im stubern very sometimes...

but im looking fowared not backwards but sometimes i get side track with this being the h-days and my anniversary on x-mass day ... and the family is not together for the first time


so its hard but im here and going up and keeping my head up and faith all together