Lots of us have been in a place much like where you are before. We all know how hard this is. When is your counselling session? Very often, when he thinks that you really dont need him anymore, THAT will turn his head. And you need to legitimately get to that place. You need to calm down, detach from him, and STOP being so worried about him not calling. Stop tracking how many days its been since he hasnt called or texted. Stop focusing on him.
You need to figure out how you are going to be ok. You said that you were starting school, what are you going to study? How was the ball game?
Geeze, I think that Im just repeating myself in these posts to you!
I guess I gave the wrong finger to the wrong man...