Increasingly I am feeling that enough is enough. I want the settlement and the divorce now because I am just so tired of living in limbo. I am tired of viewing everything he does in a positive light and excusing his temper tantrums.
He wants to have it all and I've given him everything including my friendship for very little in return...my fault, I know. You get what you tolerate.
Finally, I've decided I deserve more, to do better for me than just making do with the left over crumbs from H. I know that if anyone else treated me this way I wouldn't accept it.
I will check in here as I want to maintain contact with people but I think in the long term I need to take break to re-establish myself. I'm on facebook so hopefully I will catch most people there. Let me know if you are on FB and I'll look you up.
