I can take it no more soldiers wife need help

[armywifevampi]

well its my what 7TH day i havent heard from him and i think i wont hes changed everything on me all the passwords and stuff... he hasent called his doughter... so i guess its over

oooo well what can i say i might move back but not sure cuz i will be out in the streets with my pay so dont know will see what happends well nothing went right today...

my head is not on straight but i guess keep moving on ive lost almost 70pounds i look good but not happy i guess

my mine cant think no more i wonder if im not going to get hes paycheck no more then he will realy put us in the street

i might start to sell are new stuff we got with his bonus cuz ill have some money to move with if i have to so far it hasent happen...

but i guess i have to start thinking and what else well my hart is still lonly and empty know i still love him ... but i guess its getting easer i still cry every night when the lights turn off or when i shower ...

hoping for something i know its lost and trust me if its been this long... hes lost and i know hes not coming back so im tring to stick it in my head day by day ...

and hope we can get better me and my baby girl that he hasent even bother to call and say nothing to ...