trying to figure out a plan snod. truthfully i am ok with being alone. i get to be with my kids in the morning - get to have them Christmas Eve... being with other families on the day..well to be honest i am just not sure that would bring any joy.

i am contemplating and thinking.. i LOVE rest so the thought of that is truthfully a bit enticing. I dont know what to expect or do...

Trusting this is ur thread not mine... More about YOU !! smile my x is hiding away as well... tonight on my drive home I did not have well wishes for him -- many thoughts that were not to nice..

hmm that i will continue on my thread


M-20 years/BOMB 12/24/06
Moved out 3/12/07
D final 7/30/2008
finding myself again