Thanks guys, I know what you are saying.....Doing it is kind of hard....Wish I had done it a year ago, but I just said the hell with it.....She is feeling doubt and I know this, but I have a hard time being patient.....I am not going to be a doormat, but I will leave the door open....
As far as the I love yous, that is something that has really come about lately....We always have said it for years....I know we are divorced now, but she has started saying it alot lately.....She has made a few attempts to leave OM in the last few months, but he always comes back....Well i guess it does take two.....
I do love this woman and don't get me wrong, I have done things lately that I am not proud of....I have decided to quit dating for awhile to make sure of my feelings....I am also going to work on fixing me......Not to impress her, but to make myself a better person......Hopefully, we can work things out, but if not, I know I have some things to change
