Well today was a big day. It was the first day since this has all started that I did not initiate contact whatsoever! I didn't email, text, call, nothing. For the first time in a few weeks I said goodbye to him when I left for work(pleasant), but that was it. He called to say goodnight to daughter, I let her answer and hang up when done. I am so proud of myself. It was hard, but I just dove into work. I went food shopping after work (one of my favorite things to do) with daughter! Cooked dinner and had my parents over for dessert. Tomorrow I have a friend coming over for dinner. I'm feeling much better today. I decided this morning just to take it one day at a time. And that's exactly what I'm doing!
