Guys. please help me....I am at the point where I usually do something to screw things up.....The boys have gone back to her and I am here thinking way too much....Talked to her a few ago about issues with 17 year old and she did not sound near as good as she did last night.....I have told myself that there were going to be many more hard times, but I guess I got my hopes up....
I know I have got to stay the course, but today she sounds so matter of fact about things.....I am tired of this and i know that once this week with the boys is up, she is going to see the OM.....This sucks....I quit seeing a great woman because I knew my feelings were not right for that.....I really believe she feels the same, but she can't seem to give him up.....I know that is none of my business now, but it still hurts...I am tired of hurting and wish I could move on....
