One last thing..I was talking to my mom today because I told her how much it hurt me that he has been using me while he was drunk and telling me he loved me again and that I know him so well and make him smile...and she said swimming, this is not who I invisioned you with in your life. I invisioned you with someone that treats you well, that works together with you, that is there by your side no matter what happens. This is not the kind of man I think you deserve...
