Yesterday...after ALL of this...we had a little financial problem that I got us into. I since have resolved the issue but he said yesterday that this is why he cannot trust me and he will never trust me. I said I will hand all the bills over to you..whatever you want. He said I just cannot trust you. I am not trying to save this marrriage...I want a D and I have been thinking about it for years..he was very sober..he said I thought you had changed but this just proves I cannot trust you. I am SO sick of this crap. Really. I said you said I love you and we have ml and slept in the same bed/couch..he said was I drunk..I said bs. really. bs. Why does he want out of this marriage so bad. I did tell him that I hope he finds someone he can trust and knows wont cheat on him or leave him...I mean really. I get the finance thing but come ON..if that is the ONLY issue...it can be resolved. I just feel like I continue to try to be perfect and make sure NOTHING goes wrong..and when it does..he gets mad..If he has been thinking about d for years why buy a house with me and have another baby 2 years ago?? really?? I am SO confused! What do I do now?
