Since he has lied to me and about me, I got to the point where I don't know if he even knows how to tell the truth anymore...
That skeeve he is/was sleeping with won't tell me jack - The one and only time I tried to contact her, she took it straight to my H without a word back to me.
I can ask for the answers from Above and right there is where my instinct kicks in...
Because of Him, my gut hasn't been wrong yet and I just know if I start getting that cold wave of ick wash over me (which I did during this phone call), something isn't right, hence the reason I came here and posted before I did anything stupid.
May All Who Seek To Take My Life Be Put To Shame And Confusion; May All Who Desire My Ruin Be Turned Back In Disgrace. ~Psalm 40:14~
