WAH travels tomorrow for business and will also be seeing his family. MIL called me to say that she will try to get him to see a counselor. Lots of good that will do. I don't see anything working from her or his grandparents to change his mind. Might even make things worse.
I'm going to stall for now since I'm not ready to write the letter. I just found out my dad has kidney cancer.
I don't want to deal with all this, but I know I have to. I do need NC so I can prepare for D. This feels like all too much. I know that God won't give me more than I can bear, but boy does it feel like more than I can handle.
It's weakening me to write to WAH and answer his email about the OW's ex. But I won't. Wish I knew that NC will work in my case to get some relief from his anger at me. I need a break. I'll get to the plan B letter later.
M40, H39 M17 T20 D13, S12 H moved out 05/09 D filed 1/10
