Libby, You will learn as you go along. You made a very nice gesture to this man who has left you and your family in the dust; but you see....he was able to take care of himself.
I know it's only natural for you to worry about him. We all have done this and still do, but you must keep in mind, he wasn't worried too much when he was out spending money all over the place. The consequences of his actions are hitting him very hard right now. If you were in that situation, he may not have been as generous as you were trying to be to him today.
You are the adult here...you are the one that is responsible for your home and your children now. Your man/child is running around the world seeking self gratification for happiness that he will never find in materials objects or the ow. Happiness comes from within and he will learn that lesson at some point.
Turn your focus to the holidays and plan to spend them w/your family and friends. Do not worry...God will watch over your runaway child.
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.
