I am firm believer that we should trust our gut instincts on this issue.
When you fly you are taught to cross-check your decision-making with multiple different instruments. Flying by the seat of your pants can get you in trouble especially when encountering bad weather.
M22,H45,W45 S21/18D12 Retain faith that you will prevail in the end, regardless of the difficulties and at the same time confront the most brutal facts of your current reality, whatever they might be.