I dont really think about it much. I guess the only thing that bugged me some is that I should have gone with monthly spousal support payments instead of buying her out of alimony for $40,000. But, they may have decided to not get married while the alimony was coming in over the next 5 years.
I have learned to rarely believe anything she tells me. For instance, she told me that she would never ever get married again.
