K4D Rising #4

[K4D]

I am thinking about trading in my PS3 for the new WII since money is a bit tight this year and I want my girls to have a good Christmas. They would love the WII. I did get them some board games and things that they could do as well. It is just not going to be a big Christmas for them. I consider my droid phone to be my own Christmas present to myself.

The sooner Christmas and New Years Eve gets over, the better. W reaffirmed she has plans for New Years Eve and has a baby sitter lined up. I have one of 2 options possibly. If one set of my friends throws a party, I will take my girls there. If not, I may figure something else to do with them. I have also been invited to another New Years Eve party that I could not take them to. But I am wanting them to enjoy New Years as well.

I think I just grow so tired of this continued trek by W right out of our lives and into someone elses. Even though she is nicer now, moving on is still at the front of her mind.

I am probably being petty and having a bit of trouble because of the holidays. It is just such crap in my opinion.

I just seem to recall vows being made and W saying D will never be part of our family. Empty words I guess.

Kevin