The lava lamp is perfect. I just see myself rising and rising and him just settling on the bottom. One little blob all alone, feeling guilty and lonesome. But I don't care anymore.
I saw him on Saturday on a soccer game and no urge to kiss him or anything was there. It's gone. I will never kiss that man again... he used me for kisses and such for the past two years. He said "it's just sex, I dont' no why it's such a big deal to you" when I questioned him about it on the day he moved out. I guess he needed a parting sexcapade. But he used me and I will never forgive that. He was my H. He should have shared with me "it's just sex" attitude.
Blech,
Anyway glad your on your way up!
M:47 M:18 D16, S19 1st S 1/08-5/08 Reconciled/May 7, 2008 Left again Nov 9, 2009 I Filed: Nov 17, 2009 Final: April 14, 2010 EX walked away from kids too
