A Choice

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Hey Cutter

Her family tell me they love me. They do not want this to be happening. But I already know that in the long run, they just want her happiness.

I do not think they will support the A for now. But if we do not reconcile and they remain together, they will. her family is really close and do everything together.

That is/was and (if we do get back together somehow) forever be an issue because I have never been to her family home. Not allowed. (interracial M & all)

W's mother and sister are not talking to W. They told me they are going to stay out of it. W's father and I have never spoken. His oldest daughter was murdered by a black guy when I was dating W in high school. Since then, he hates all black people. I never thought it would have been an issue but I was wrong. I am a bi racial child myself, very light skinned. Everyone tells me I look like Sinbad the comedian.

Also, I have not exposed W's A to hardly anyone. Most of my friends know because they have seen them shopping together. Plus, she and her friend kinda talk about it on facebook, then everyone starts to call me. She changed her facebook page from married to complicated.

I will give them space, and will remain Dark.

W is supposed to come by house today I think. I will try to hide.