Hi Torque, So sorry you are going through such a tough time... sometimes when you try too hard and try everything at once it just gets harder. Take the DB'ing book and go back to the very start.... chapter 1. Its never too late, and you have never messed it up.... you just have taken a step back. Go back to being the warm and friendly person she fell in love with first time around. Hope you work it out : ) Good luck and God Bless
