feel like giving up - talk to me!

[luvless]

I hate to have to agree with you Kimmie but I do. I have already been thinking this way. Yeah he has an offer to be a bank pres and in Jan so who knows. He talks about wanting to buy a new house and talks about future travel but who knows - we don't believe anything they say right?

My heart aches all right but I'm starting to get a little numb by the emotional abuse and back and forth bullsh*t.

I need to stop being so available - you are right it's just hard because he is the one pursuing and I don't want to reject. He really is ridiculous about that - he hates when I reject him so I don't want to be perceived that way but goes against what DB is all about right?

Again I'm sorry to say I agree with you. He may just be setting me up. UGH!!!!