After this weekend - I was gone all weekend and the constant " I am struggling and I don't know messages- I really got wore down to be honost with you - dbert.
I told her to leave and explore her feelings. Good luck and good bye. Leave the D papers here- I'm tired of the constant negative grabs and holds.
I slip and get p*ssed she holds on to it all weekend.
Here is what I see- Thursday nite we slept in the same bed for part of the nite and she crawled right up there next to me and gave me hugs and kisses, next day talked little heat here and there , made love, joked around I left she called and said "hey" small talk on the trip down. Good stuff until got text from OM.
She sees- I was home 8 hrs we argued, did some stuff, than fought all weekend about his apology.
Being as It's kinda at the last stand anyway I'm not sure what the plan is. I'm tired.
M43 W43 D11 S7 M18 T20 WAW is back & trying (no she was lying) Close to callin' it busted but.... watching Whatever the outcome - It was a choice.
