OK guys, for those of you that read the above posts you just read my 2 selves talking to me at nights. The one that wants to take the next step towards him risking everything and the one that says "[censored] it! you are no good for me..."
I need a middle ground. Or maybe not? Sigh!!!
June there is nothing you wrote that I havent thought of. Sometimes I work myself up at nights because that stuff kind of builds up, you know? (btw, I know the girl he bought the purse with, she was a new baby, loves her H dearly, and they all work together, we've gone out together, her H is his only boss, no red flags there, I verified that ).
Ali, I know what you are saying. Timing is critical. Our timing with H is off. Completely. K
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