The discussion last nightcentered around those feelings she is struggling with.
She did get mad and begin the accusations of me having A's back to 15yrs ago. I told her again that she was wrong. She said " I know H, deny til you die, I'm not going to do that, you know the truth we were friends, we had sex and I ended up having feelings for him. I'm not going to deny it and I am struggling with it"
She kept asking me what to do, which is always a trap. I told her that it hurts me that she doesn't believe me about those incidents where she thought there were things going on. I said I acted innaprpriately and was entirely to flirtatious, or said innappropriate, immature things. I recognize it and it won't happen anymore.
Than it was -" It just P*sses me off for you to stand there and act like you never doubted this marriage. GD you H I know you have done things wrong and you'll never admit it"
I said "when, what and who?"
She said _ " Forget it I don't want to get into it"
I said " No- it's here AGAIN and we need to address it"
It was on from there - let me tell you!
M43 W43 D11 S7 M18 T20 WAW is back & trying (no she was lying) Close to callin' it busted but.... watching Whatever the outcome - It was a choice.
