ok, well, yesterday was so rough, but I kept my cool.

Had a great day with my boys, but then had to drop them back off at the house. They were sad to go.
Today, I have to get a cell phone-mine is broken. Change lawyer appt, as my son has concert tonight during my appt-hope they can do it. Now that I have no contact order, I am at her whim. If she says anything to anyone on post-I am on the next thing smoking back overseas. So I gotta be careful.

I have so much to do, but not sure where to begin. OM will be contacted by Chain today, but again, no guarantees after hours-them sneaking around etc. - Not that I care anymore-she makes me sick.
I am still very tired, as I tossed and turned all night, slept about 5 hours. Too much on my mind. Will write more later, Thanks all.


"embrace the suck" - Coach
"don't go all "Melty Man" on us" - Puppy
Let Go and Let God
Finally "Got It" - 15 Jan 2010

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