New Post for Wifey

[The Wifey]

I am extremely grateful to God for the wonderful blessing of my h showing up with a suitcase to stay in the extra bedroom. No, things are not 100% and they are not like they were. But, his asthma was going crazy from the woodstove at his parents. I told him to come home.

I am under no illusions that we are "fixed" and have no idea if this will help or hurt. All I know is that I can be in the moment and not look beyond the minute I am in. He is here, we are adults trying to rebuild, we care about each other, that is all that is certain right now.

Control is an illusion, and I am ever so much more content not knowing how things will turn out and remaining true to myself. I still carry a disk in my pocket that says "Patience."