i am just being stupid.
this is my year without d13 - s20 will go over to for christmas. good news is I do get to be with them Christmas eve and wake up with them Christmas morning...bad news is ... christmas alone.

just been sad ..stuff with s20 - trying to do stuff right .. learn to be single.. you know all of it...

M-20 years/BOMB 12/24/06
Moved out 3/12/07
D final 7/30/2008
finding myself again